I was such a failure today. Oh, not at the homesteading lifestyle. No, I actually worked on the candle wicks some more today. And I worked on tweaking some things on this blog. Ran a couple errands. And did the usual taking care and feeding the family.
No, it was much more of a personal failure.
I blew up.
Doors were slammed. Voices were raised. Tears were shed.
It wasn’t pretty. And I’m ashamed to admit it.
Apologies have been made and forgiveness given, but I find that I just don’t have the energy to do much else today.
And that’s life. No one is perfect. I am definitely far from it.
I am a work in progress and I am thankful not only for my family’s but also God’s forgiveness. It’s been many months since I’ve felt this low, so I guess I am doing better.
But for tonight, I’m going to bed. Tomorrow will be a better day. I just know it.
Castle Rock Homestead 
Sending you hugs, it happens to the best of us, like you said we are a work in progress… Wishing you a lovely day today !
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Thank you, Julia. And thank you for the blogger nomination. I am honored! I will definitely look into it.
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oh and before i forget I nominated you for the Blogger recognition award ! You can find the rules here to participate https://beyondthebookshomeschool.wordpress.com/2016/02/05/blogger-recognition-award/ 🙂 If not, no worries, maybe next time 😉
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I know the feeling… You’re entitled to your emotions, so don’t beat yourself up about it!
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No beating up here. Feeling much better today. 🙂
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That’s good to hear 🙂
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