Daily Life #10 – Failure #2 and forgiveness

I was such a failure today. Oh, not at the homesteading lifestyle. No, I actually worked on the candle wicks some more today. And I worked on tweaking some things on this blog. Ran a couple errands. And did the usual taking care and feeding the family.

No, it was much more of a personal failure.

I blew up.

Doors were slammed. Voices were raised. Tears were shed.

It wasn’t pretty. And I’m ashamed to admit it.

Apologies have been made and forgiveness given, but I find that I just don’t have the energy to do much else today.

And that’s life. No one is perfect. I am definitely far from it.

I am a work in progress and I am thankful not only for my family’s but also God’s forgiveness. It’s been many months since I’ve felt this low, so I guess Iย am doing better.

But for tonight, I’m going to bed. Tomorrow will be a better day. I just know it.

This entry was posted in "Daily Life" journaling, Portland Interlude 2014-2016 on by .

About Maridy

Hi, I'm Maridy. My husband and I and our two girls (ages 12 and 5), along with a tiny dog and a huge dog currently live in a 33ft trailer while we build our house on our homestead property in Northern Nevada (Castle Rock Homestead). My father-in-law also lives with us on the property in his own trailer, and we have a couple flocks of chickens. Join us on our journey to building our high desert homestead from the ground up!

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